Monday, July 24, 2006
hais...sian ...why arh? omg..kill mi lah...so much things to do yet i dun even hv any aim or motivation to motivate mi to carry on ...sometimes i really wonder..why am i doin all these things? when i dun even know wad exactly i wanted..hais..depression..juz ignore mi...hahas..ok..well..went to sch at 11am for my econs tutorial..was abit early..i aso duno wad i am doin ..juz like a soul flowing to sch? i wasnt paying any attention to anything...i lost my interest in everything..dun hv any mood ..everyday juz go sch and home...nth interests mi!!! i am starting to dislike sch..is so so so boring !!! i miss my sec sch life !!! argh..how am i goin to spend the other 2 1/2 yrs ther arh? omg..sometimes i really wanted so much to take a break..i wanted to go back to hk so much..but i noe there are good friends out ther tt really cares alot for mi..and aso my good classmates..esp kaiwei tt always notice tt ther is someting wrong wid mi and always tried to cheer mi up and spends more tym wid mi..i really apprecitate that..thks alot..okay ..stop tt..hahas..making mi so sad..hmm..ok.oh yah..juz now so funny and ps lor..omg..no more face to go back to my doc again le lah..zzz..ok..tell ur wad happend..er.. shld i? ahem..i think nt lah..v ps..hahas..later ur laugh at mi..muhahah..i noe can liao..lols..if u wan maybe u can try asking mi personally , i might tell u if i feel lyk =P haha..ok lah..omg..think of my law , econs and ELs tutorials ah i wna to die liao..haaha..heng tml i onli nid to pass up the law tutorial..phew~ lols..but tt alone can make mi become a panda tml~ lols..anyway i am one everyday..hahaha..kks..bb ppl..miss mi !!!feelings rite now: tired.pain.sad.
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